Another new day...

It's already Friday. FOUR more weeks to exams! I am still ploughing through head-high information.... that is how much there is to study. My Year 4 postings should be out today.. but where are they????? More stress added to this already stressful life...

Today I need to sit down and properly study leukemia, amyloid and multiple myloma. Good grief.. it's all so confusing. And the amount to study is never-ending. All the diseases... the causes... the way they present.. the other possible diseases that present with the same problem.. the medical treatment...

Sometimes... I don't know if studying medicine makes you more compassionate or more heartless. Like how we often joke.. if the patient asks.. am i going to die and the tempting response to it is.. yeah.. all of us are gonna die someday, it's just a matter of when.

I know this is God's call on my life.. which is why I am so determined to do better this year than I did last year.. last year was honestly a disaster. Ida says she is lazy.. well.. I am quite a bum too. I really need to make the best of my last 4 weeks.. and stuff everything inside my head. My greatest dread is that the exam is an EMQ exam.. extended multiple choice.. can have options A-L kind... and I have always been bad at MCQs.

Oh wells... checking webct again to see if the postings are out. Care group tonight.

Have you ever been sick and tired of doing something?

Make My Life A Sacrifice
;4:13 PM

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