Make My Life A Sacrifice
I only have an IV cannulation workshop from 2-5pm today as my paper PBL tutor is off in NSW riding his horse Toad. After the workshop, I need to go look for at least 3 poor unsuspecting victims to cannulate. I heard it hurts.
Oh I actually got up due to a dream, could be classified as a nightmare. I dreamt that they restructured my entire time-table such that it looked like my time-table when I was back in school in Singapore. And after living so many years of un-structured education, it came as a shock. Plus my friends lost my wallet in the dream and I was really upset. Oh wells.
Life is really quite complicating at times. Life may have quite a few changes in store next year but then again it's hard to say. It's really complicating these days. I really dislike the ambiguity, the secrecy, the sense of not knowing till the last minute cos someone did not deem it important enough to tell you. I really wonder why they don't bother to tell me things sometimes. It frustrates me greatly.
Everyone thinks they are doing the right thing. They are so caught up in this things of the flesh that somehow doing what is right in the will of God gets shoved out of the picture. This even applies to ministry and service at times. We get so caught up in the doing, in the making it look right on the outside that we neglect the fact that God is standing up there, His perfect plan in His outstretched arms and Him asking, "My child, what about referring to this?" But well, we're so caught up in our own little things that we forget.
How long more this is going to last I don't know. But I know that God has a perfect plan for everything and He will not let me go through more than what I can bear even if the world seems a mess right now.
Okies... back to the tute...
;12:40 PM
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About me
Ivy Ong
Child of God
Fina; Year Medical Student
Melbourne, Victoria, Australia