You know what was my first thought this morning when I opened my eyes.... Oh no, I'm going to convention tomorrow.

I don't know why. I am not excited about going for convention at all. This is supposedly the biggest event in the Hope church in the entire year. This is the 3rd time I'm going, but I'm not excited at all. Aiz.. What is wrong with me. I think I'm just tired. Tired of the entire sem so far, things that have been happening around me.

I really didn't have a good morning.

You know, the unknown can really bother you. Sometimes people do things that are not too smart. Even if they are supposedly more mature, older, more knowledgable than you. Yes, they do dumb things too. The worse part of it is not really knowing what they are up to and having a feeling that it is going to affect your life in a big kind of way.

I really don't know lah. I just pray that none of what I am imagining is actually happening. Please God, don't let it happen. You know I cannot take it. Keep us all safe. Cover us with the precious blood of Jesus. Assure me every moment of every day that everything is in Your hands.

Make My Life A Sacrifice
;3:46 PM

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