I'm confused..things like that always seem to happen to me that I start to question whether what I do is really right or not. I could choose you know, to be a really hardworking student and not care about everything else. Yet, I know that is not the way I want to lead my life and I know it. But at the same time, I know I really need to study. I remember in JC how I used to be so on about projects and stuff, I used to put so much effort into my school work. But now, things seem so different. It's like I've taken a 180 degree turn from what I used to be.

It sucks even more when there seems to be no one in your course who understands you. It's like a daily struggle to get each day by. Yes, I know that I really want to be a doctor. But can I get by with almost no peer support from my course mates? That is a question I ask over and over again. Am I making a mistake by spending so much time with my church friends?

Aiz...

Make My Life A Sacrifice
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