I just dug out my super ancient Wesley Chorale 20th Anniversary CD. Well, it isn't that ancient lah, but haven't listened to it in a while. Listening to my favourite song now, "When Answers Aren't Enough". The song brings so much comfort through the words but so much heartbreak with the memories..

Just got back from the country today. Need to go back again on Monday. Was quite crabby tonight. I think I really need to get things out to Ruth before I go back out or else I might really go insane.

CG tonite wasn't fantastic, probably cos I was in a crabby mood and was suffering an allergic reaction from the massively filthy and smelly rabbit cage. I wonder how the 3 of them took the smell while I was gone. Aiz...

I spent the week out in the country reading and thinking. I dredged up ancient history...ancient history that I never settled, that I know I need to lay to rest now. Will probably have to talk these ones through, but I really need to settle it.

It hurts to like someone you know.. sometimes you just want to forgot..especially in a situation like this where you know it's impossible. Yet at the same time, you need to lay it to rest properly not chuck it to the back of your mind and hope that it will vanish or something. Cos as you know very well by now Ivy Ong, it will not go away like that.

And I live in a too wholesome environment! Being out in the country really showed me that. I really don't know how I am going to take one more week. God..please help me.

Make My Life A Sacrifice
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