Make My Life A Sacrifice
Anyways..I haven't written in here in AGES...so a little update...
Had dinner with Joel yesterday...that guy can cook man...puts me to shame..plus he cleans up too! Met David for a bit before that as well... then came home...cleaned out the rabbits' cage... tried to give away my guinea pig and got called heartless by Ruth..hehe...
Before all that went for evax..I think I nearly killed Keith and Swee with the lesson..anyways... then ummm.... went out..it was sooooo crowded in campus centre..but managed to talk to this one girl for quite a long time..... hopefully can reach out to her lah..
Been thinking a lot these days..about life and all....
Made some decisions...
I can't like my life attempting to make everyone happy... you just can't please anyone. Yes, it's not wrong to have compassion...but not to the point where it eats you away first... I have now chosen to live my life according to what is right in the Word of God...rather than what makes the other party happy...
I will not get affected by other people..... I think one of my problems is that I am just too sensitive.. I care about everything and anything...yes as I said...compassion is good... they all say good doctors are compassionate...but not to the extent where it affects your own emotional state so often and gets you down... It's not saying I cam going to take on a can't be bothered, bochup attitude...I will just not be overly concerned about things that do not involve me or I can't do anything about..basically Ivy Ong..you are not allowed to carry the world's burdens on your shoulders lah k? Cos you aren't God....
What else...I need to get down to studying...
Actually got more..will continue laters....
Thank you God for getting me out of my last low... :)
;5:50 PM
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About me
Ivy Ong
Child of God
Fina; Year Medical Student
Melbourne, Victoria, Australia