It's come to that point in time in the year whereby I wonder whether or not I am normal. Cos everyone is so excited about going home or pining to go home and I am perfectly happy not going home and staying here to freeze in Melbourne. Well, mum is here, but it doesn't exactly mean very much. Just means that I've been going out a lot a lot.

Well, I am also now officially free! Good-bye Semester 3!!!! And now God..all my time is in Your hands. My number one goal this winter break is to cultivate the habit of doing regular, daily, proper QT. Yes, I know how much I need it as I really suffered the consequences of not doing it properly this sem.

Gonna spend the next few days with mum since she's here. Feels a bit weird to have her here..cos I mean..gotta spend so much time with her and all..when I'm used to being cooped up in the room..I can't exactly say my room now cos I'm hiding in Ruth's room in her absence as mum is sleeping in my room... I am such a hermit...it is terrible. But I do enjoy my privacy, my MSN and my insaniquarium. Oh, I managed to finish the game a few minutes ago..which is good...cos that means I won't play the game anymore..hopefully... :)

Going down to the city to have lunch with Gavin tomorrow...gee..I totally forgot he's in Melbourne studying..that's how crazy this semester has been...going to VicMart and Myers as well...hopefully can find some stuff I like and some stuff I can get Ida as well as a Fathers' Day gift for daddy...

Hmmm..what else do I have to say..I am bored.... now that I don't exactly have to study anymore..I miss Ruth..I really want her to come back soon... I need to go find stuff to do..which isn't the hardest thing in the world to do...

We've been talking a lot about missions, June being missions month....

Last night at prayer..I felt God asking..How far are you really willing to go for me cos this path will take total surrender?

Many a time, I question what would I be unwilling to give up in this life for God..I can't really pinpoint a specific thing but I don't know whether it's cos there is nothing or cos there are just too many things....

I really want to go one day... but as Wes said last night, it all starts here. And so does our passion...

Give me oil in my lamp, keep it burning burning burning
Give me oil in my lamp, I pray
Give me oil im my lamp, keep it burning burning burning
Keep it burning till the break of day

Make My Life A Sacrifice
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