I just realized I DID get injured from my fall on Sunday..i have 2 huge blue-blacks on my left ankle....found them while rubbing on moisturizer...(finally)..this morning...and i kept hitting them when I tried to cross my legs during lecture just now...owww....

Ruth is still highly amused by the fact that I managed to fall off...she says she still doesn't understand how it could happen..and she was also laughing at Mavis' reaction...cos Mavis was saying she shouldn't laugh so much..cos it will probably happen to her next..but she can't help it cos it's just too funny..grrr..why do things like this always happen to me?!?!? Ruth wants to tell Wes..in hope that he will remove the platforms....my shepherd...aiz...

was talking to her yesterday about stuff..she reckons I should stop thinking so much and concentrate on my studies to get my mind off things..well...i guess she does have some logic in saying that..and she was asking if failing a good motivation to study...and i was like...hmmmm....she was also saying that trusting God in situations whereby we cannot get answers to our "whys" is the way that our faith will increase.... oh well....i really really think i need to learn to let go..to work through my situations by not hiding them to myself and letting God take over and even talking about them....and to trust Him..that His way is perfect and that there are times that our mere human understanding can never comprehend why things happen...why bad things happen to good people....

Yeah..then we started arguing about my soft toys and all..aiz....then she kept saying if it makes me happy i can get a dog....was thinking that something is wrong with her..either that or i've really been too gloomy and she's given up...am thinking about getting a guinea pig though....i love gum ju so much! Want to get a black one and call him hak ju...

After that went down to kensington for worship practice with the city centre people....they have a nice place....am looking forward to convention a little bit now....but please God..dun let me fall off anything! Songs are quite short and easy..yay! there's choir practise tonight for the convention choir...

Hmmm.......to end...well..I made a few resolutions.....between me and God..but shall write them here....

1. I will learn to trust God in everything that I do.....even in situations I don't understand
2. I will learn to be more positive in my thoughts...cos God will see me through
3. I will be more positive and edifying and my words...cos God wants us to build our fellow brothers and sisters up with our speech
4. I will stop hiding things to myself....


yeah..I guess it was time to re-think my life
Why must I bear this pain? I cannot tell;
I only know my Lord does all things well.
And so I trust in God, my all in all,
For He will bring me through, whate'er befall. —Smith

God can bring showers of blessing out of storms of adversity.

and err..I need to set my convention goals and objectives..i cannot go round getting all my sheep to set goals and I myself have nothing to set...

Make My Life A Sacrifice
;7:13 PM

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