Yay! I have a new blog. Not that I really know how to use it..but heck, can figure out things along the way. Only that such things can get addictive and I need to study. :( thanks so much Joel for showing me how to set it up! I love doggies so so much!

Oh well, I am now haVing a hangoVer..from drinking to much V...yeah..my name should be iVy...but no need lah..Keith drank more V than I did. Actually about the same..just that he drank coffee as well..but also he was greater body mass to absorb all the caffeine..

Feeling quite bleah today. No one at home too. Wish someone was around to talk to me. House is pretty quiet. Everyone's busy. Maybe I will just go sleep for a bit later and get up and study. Need to do my learning agreement so I can bring it for CPP tomorrow. Don't like CPP!!!! So far away. Thank goodness I have a nice supervisor and partner. And nice Malaysian cafe to have prata every Wednesday. Then after this I need to do proposal for HPKM and study the heart and lung. Joel..as in school Joel..is so enthusiastic about things it is scary! He is a bit too on..well..he is also a bit young lah. Anyways...

I so want to make a difference. But I don't know how. I really feel inadequate a lot of the time. I'm too shy to do things, I don't dare to do things, I don't have the liberty of time to do things. Yet at the same time I know I've been blessed so much I want to give something back. Well, I guess ministry's all about learning.

Make my life a prayer for You
I want to do what You want me to
No empty words and no white lies
No token prayers, no compromise
I want to shine the light You gave
Through Your Son You sent to save us
From ourselves and our despair
It comforts me to know You're really there

And I want to thank you now
For being patient with me
Oh, it's so hard to see
When my eyes are on me
I guess I'll have to trust
And just believe what You say
Oh, You're coming again
Coming to take me away

I want to die and let you give
Your life to me so I might live
And share the hope You gave to me
The love that set me free
I want to tell the world out there
You're not some fable or fairytale
That I've made up inside my head
You're God the Son and You're risen from the dead

I want to die and let you give
Your life to me so I might live
And share the hope You gave to me
I want to share the love that set me free



I never thought caring so much for someone can hurt so much. Nearly 3 hours more till i can eat..cos I cheated at lunch...but God..I really hope You can give an answer soon. I really don't want to see her get hurt Lord. But even if the outcome is not what she desires Lord, pick her up, hold her close and love her God. Do not let her fall away God. Please... and let her know there are others around who love her and care for her.

Oh well..
This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers.
~1 John 3:16

Make My Life A Sacrifice
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